Chinese New Year and Valentines

My grandpa was past away last year

and, he will never join us again and participate any celebrations

From year to year, am feel that CNY celebration not really vital to me, meaningless

Most of my relatives not coming back to celebrate too since my grandpa past away

what is my pastime during CNY period at hometown?

watch CNY program, drama, movie, ride and drive in a small little mini area.

no doubt, have go nowhere.

Everything has changed, 2 of my very closed cousins is working during CNY period

1 of my cousin married

Relationship between me and 2 of my cousins getting worse from year to year due to busy for working

I've heard from my aunt that my generation inherited diabetes

Am stunned for few seconds while holding a can of Shandy

She explained to me both side of my grandparents were diabetics

I have my word, stop taking too much of soft drinks

will change my eating habits.

Alright, enough for the heavy

Valentine? aihhh...

I was watching drama while they celebrating with their beloved.

Go nowhere, just stay at home

Guess what?

I had never thrown a party for any celebration

So, who'll be the lucky one celebrate with me? :P

Fragile little human

How good if am got unparalleled senses?

31-12-2012

还有几个小时  就会正式结束了2012年
新生活的第377 天
2封来自朋友的祝福信 虽然忙着考试 最终抵挡不着那种温馨的祝福语

考试前的一小时 曾经紧张过度  脾气反复
加上同台温书的都很吵 就快拍台翻桌
最后进了考场 看了考卷 总算松了一口气  轻松地答完所有问题

答应自己 走到了自己的想要的路线上
现在过着自己不想要的生活
用来警惕自己 未来的生活绝对不能回到现在
很多很多话想说出来 电话簿里却找不到朋友来诉苦
我也有压力好吗  我的泪也快飙出来了
我知道生气了也没用

成熟  把现在看中的事物给看轻  把之前看轻的给看重
路程当中还有很多的荆棘.

2013, 距离还有2个小时.

today is Wednesday.

Had been late for 30 minute for morning class which started at 8am.

Tho i woke at 6am but still can late to attend my class.

Self take 1.

Self take 2.

It was too boring when having class and wondering why IT student take Psychology subject.
My friend self take and SS while having 10 minutes break and I go bother him when snapping.
Saw? Iven the most cute, hahaha.

Which type of hugs you prefer? I 'll prefer 1, 2, 4 and 5.

How long we have been never cuddle our's dearest?

A hug, she will understand me even when no words are spoken.
A hug, worth all the things that I had done to her.
A hug, let me know that I'm still have you on my side.
A hug, you drag me out from my loneliness and let me feel more secure.

5th Semester.Diploma

I haven't own a black belt uniform although i passed my test for 2 weeks time. Absent training class for today and went In-House cafe have a break and cybercafe.

My college life was started and another good news, i got 3.46 GPA and my CGPA were rising too. Anyway, i will try to achieve and get better result for coming semester.

I admit that am a soft-hearted person. Sometimes, will agitate easily when touched some sensitive issues and can't make a wise decision. Am should acted more mature and wise since have to face everything myself and  not thinking too much. Change yourself that able to live stronger but not changed to more miserable,torture yourself.

I'm bad in holding temper while gaming but not that worse until overturn my table, kidding*.
Am humble and friendly at first unless you are showing yours shitty expression and rude words to me. So, watch up yours mouth when you wanna know about me at first meet. I'll try to hide my emotion in order to avoid from affects other people's mood and i will keep myself in silent mode tho i failed to do so.

5.04A.M. now and haven't feel sleepy and tire yet.
Am ate 2 Shanghai moon cake while blogging.
Happy Moon Cake Festival & Good Nights!

Black Belt 1st Degree

Passed my black belt test smoothly.
Physical test, Breaking Test, Pattern and Theory Test.

Breaking Test 1 - Flying side kick. Need fly over 3 chairs to break that board.

Breaking test 2 - Need to use either elbow or knife hand to strike a brick

Shout out and strike! Brick was break.

Breakng test 3 - Failed to strike this brick using my knife hand. Anyone know what grade for this brick?

Breaking test 4 - Need to break 2 planks and 1 inch for each plank

4th Dan's Instructor and Me .

Maybe 2nd brick's density was too high for me.

I failed to strike it with using knife hand strike.

My hand was vibrating while going back to my seat after finished 3rd breaking test.

It's freaking pain you know?!

And now,i can't even lock the door and still in massive pain.

Bruises was getting worse and rub it with some traditional oil.

Holiday

Yeap, still left 6 days to go and college will re-open.
what i done in holiday?
nothing special.
DotA 2, drama, hang out and movie.
And finally, passed my car's test by today.
Not really surprise for passing because failed one time before that.
Results of my test haven't tell all of my friends yet.

Humiliated myself today at canteen of JPJ by telling truth of failed my 1st test.
You rather judge me that's my problem tho i told you what happened exactly.
Okay, I'm speechless since you say so, fine.

Met one guy who always speak loudly at the JPJ hall.
I think he has no experience in driving but then still act like a PRO.
Still teaching others how to parking, how to make a complete 3 point turn and blahh.
Am laughing out loudly
when Examiner ask him come out from car because of failed to park correctly, funny.

Good Night peeps! :)

泰坦尼克 人生

高中就像一艘泰坦尼克,
登上了船,
你会遇到许多人.
穷孩子, 富孩子, 学习好的, 或爱打架的.
说不定 Jack 或是 Rose 出现在了你的世界,
于是一切变得很浪漫.
毕业那天, 或许就是船沉的时候.
这时候, 
你再也见不到一些人,
再也听不到一些事,
仿佛他们,
一起随泰坦尼克沉入了海底.
但有些人,你会一辈子铭记在心里, 或幸福, 或痛.
总之, 他在你落如冷冰的水中时, 温暖了你的心. 



sometime an action enough to describe what is ♥ , not necessary a word~