Currently is an intern in Global Knowledge Training Centre. Slightly went sidetrack and expectation became disappointment at first. Thrilled when one of my senior transferred me a folder with 100GB full of lab guides and setup guides for configuring network *even certified trainer also not allow to have this folder*. I have learnt a lot, not from tasks assigned but from experiences of senior. I have so many goals need achieved before the end of my training program, champion of NetRider 2015 and Certified Cisco Network Professional Routing & Switching. Recently found out that I am a good listener but not a good lover, I advised, explained, helps them but somehow would rewinded my mind to what I have done previously, to all of them. Sigh, have taken these as personal experiences, and fortunately shaped me *positive one*, nurtured quite a different school of thought comparing to the other.
Now playing give you what you like. Deep down inside of me, feeling so lonely, no one can understand me, I am not going to tell what went on and no why. Because even I myself also can't figure it out, don't tell me you understand me, I would see that as lies. Basically, I am quite confident in achieve almost everything but not in a relationship. It clouds judgment, can't deal with it rationally, not gain what you've paid, it is going drive me nut even I am now merely thinking about these. And yea, perhaps you're right, traumatic experiences in the past.
It is 3.02A.M. now, the road to CCNP Routing & Switching going to have the first step after I have awake after sleep later. Goodnight, anyone who viewed this, fight hard for what you want, YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE.